I just perused my last blog post and realized have not been keeping the gut wrenching, soul baring, and late night crying vigil current. So here I am back at the laptop, typing out my joy and pain, while hanging out at Baptist Medical Center with my momma. She has told me that she misses my blog and she questions me on some of the events of my life of which she was unaware. I guess even my momma was getting to know me better from this venue.
Lots of things have happened in my life since June 15th (my last blog.) I have passed my Florida CNA test and am now licensed to provide the care my mom will need when she goes home from the hospital. I thought I would be living in Live Oak, FL by July, but that did not happen. I have been living in the Jacksonville house with just my furniture that I want to sell. It is a great lesson in how much I could streamline things. I am ready for a change of housing, even though I truly love the house in Jacksonville, and especially love my across-the-street neighbors.
Change will, as Sheryl Crow says, do me good. I have a strong feeling of need for companionship. I have a male friend that has been my sounding board over the last ten months, and I love and appreciate him, but he probably could use a break. I think maybe it might be unhealthy to put all my emotional "stuff" in his basket and it has to be a burden to him, so change I shall.
Time, the great equalizer, has gotten away from me, today, and over the last couple of months. Fans of this blog, let me say that I will endeavor to be more consistent with my posts. I just do not want anyone to think that I am so in to my own voice that I have to put it out there.
Until Later ~ Rita Darlene
